I'm Back!

I deleted this blog out of frustration and anger.  Well, I'm back, things were looking bleak at the time and I just felt like too many people and things were requiring my full attention.  I'm still an incomplete Catholic!
My annulment has moved on, I was shocked that my ex actually answered the questionnaire that he was sent by the Dubuque Tribunal.  I thought for sure he would toss it as soon as he found out it was to annul our marriage. I was wrong.  I just want this to be over, rehashing of my marriage was the most exhausting thing I have ever done, not to mention the physical side of it, beside the huge headache, I feel like I've been beat up.  I just want to get this behind me asap!  I need to move on and put the past where it should be. I have better things to do than stew about things I can't do anything about.

Incomplete Catholic

The name says it all......I am an incomplete Catholic. I am a cradle Catholic, I made my first communion however I am an incomplete Catholic because I was not confirmed!  The why is not important, but I have a great desire to be a "Complete Catholic".

I have recently started back to Mass and for the most part I love it!  I chose a larger church, partly because I like the anonymity.  I am used to a larger church anyway.  I have attended Mass during Holy Week and tomorrow is Easter I have chosen to go to the early morning Mass mainly because the Saturday night Mass is at 8:00pm and that is just too late for me besides they have the RCIA people are getting baptised, communion, & confirmed and I would be there for 2 hrs which I would not get home till really late and besides I have night blindness.

I am waiting for Sister Annette to call me back about joining the church.  I called on Tuesday of Holy Week knowing full well that I would probably not hear from her until after Easter.  I hope she calls (fingers crossed).  I have a lot to talk to Fr. Mark about.... I didn't get an annulment when I divorced my ex-husband, and subsequently married my second husband.  I'm sure they will have me start an annulment asap!  Which is fine with me, my biggest concern is I want to receive communion and I can't do that until I talk to Father. Hopefully it will be an easy fix after all the researching I've done there is a way for me to receive communion with not having to get the annulment, either way I just want to come back "home". <(((><