Long Time

It's been so long since my last post.....so much has happened.  I'm not going to Mass at this time.  I know I worked so hard to become a complete Catholic.  All this stuff going on in the Church with the priests and cardinals makes me sick.  Is this the religion  I really want to be associated with?  Take for example my church now has a set of drums and is becoming more and more protestant, then why be Catholic?  I really don't know what I'm supposed to do stay? Go?  Join a new church and hope they are Catholic? 

I also have a big problem with our Pope.  I have NEVER liked him and the more he opens his mouth the more I believe he is NOT our Pope, is he the antichrist? Who knows. Why should I care about a man that says the dumbest things.....I think I'm done.